Yesterday was 2011. Today, however, is 2012 (in case you haven't noticed). Confession: Last year I was not very diligent or self-motivated. Also, I was generally lacking in passion, desire and faithfulness. Disclaimer: I do not make new year resolutions and what is to follow is not a resolution. Whatsoever. This is something I have been praying about for at least a month now. Paul wrote, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will." In 2011 I was conformed to the pattern of this world. This did not start then. The same was true of 2010 and the latter half of 2009. I mean, I have had small rebellions against the dark prince, but as a whole this year and the years preceding it have been spent in an apathetic daze, disaffected by the evil nature of the world and, realistically, pursuing that evil with my heart, soul and mind. No longer. I want to renew my mind. Reclaim it. Fill it with worthwhile thoughts. Thoughts of love for my wife; not lust for any other girl sporting a low-cut blouse. Thoughts of grace when I get cut off in traffic; not wrath and anger. I want to be transformed. Seriously. This is why I am working on my Radical Overhaul of Priorities (a clunky title, but it suits my need). I want to focus on four areas of my life and set goals to become more Christ-like in those areas. Physically, Mentally, Spiritually and Socially. These goals will be SMART (Specific, Measurable, Attainable, Relevant, Timely). Within these areas I am going to set multiple goals in each area. They are going to be lofty, and at times I am going to fail. Yet I am still going to strive to renew my mind.
Examples: Physically - I am going to begin working out on a regular, scheduled basis and I am going to stop consuming any beverage other than water while at work. Mentally - I am going to get into a habit of memorization and stop filling head with negative content (that means you, South Park). Spiritually - I want to get involved in church now, in an area that I am passionate about and an area that desperately needs people. Socially - I want to find someone who will pour into and disciple me and I want to find someone else who I can disciple.

PS - These last, oh, three weeks have Sucked for me. There were some highlights, but I have been sick with the flu, a sinus infection and pneumonia, as well as general exhaustion and a lack of time to recover or get ANYTHING done. Something I found encouraging during this time was a piece of music called The Shelter, presented by Jars of Clay. I think everyone should check it out.
Happy New Year.